I am stuck at school until 9pm tonight chaperoning the school social and I am so freakin' tired I could literally take a nap on my desk. I still have an hour until it starts and then I have to supervise open gym. I asked for an assignment that would involve mostly sitting or doing something busy, like concessions but no, I get put in the gym where I loathe the activity....kickball. Should be interesting I suppose...I remember the good old days of the St. Elizabeth and Roberts Friday night dances. Oh my goodness, the drama of those dances. Sometimes I forget how much I was like my 8th graders now. I always tease them about their life being so complicated and remind them they are 14. But I think about me at 14... I freaked out about everything, wanted to be liked so badly by the popular kids, and was just skinny, pasty, had BANGS (for Christ's sake), wore purple eyeshadow because I had no idea it didn't look good and still wore a t-shirt everywhere. I absolutely cringe when I look at pictures of myself from this time period. I would love to be that skinny again but girlfriend now knows that she looks good with a tan and some mascara.
I dyed my hair last night, just a touch up of the same color from the day after Christmas, I didn't think my hair actually faded that much but it really made a difference...it's super dark. The kids were so complimenting today...made me feel good that actually noticed something....sometimes I don't think they wouldn't notice if an elephant was hanging out in the room because they are so into themselves.
One of my favorite websites that I read regularly called Mental Floss, posted an interesting topic to respond to today, "What would be your dream job?" Don't even think about your educational background or anything..if you just got to whatever you wanted for a living what would it be? I think I would like to be a travel photographer...there is so much beauty in this world, it would be great to capture it on film. Or ... now this sounds incredibly dorky, but I would love to be a librarian. Surrounded by all those books and knowledge...amazing. One of the answers I saw more than once was a paint color namer...thought that was interesting.
I dyed my hair last night, just a touch up of the same color from the day after Christmas, I didn't think my hair actually faded that much but it really made a difference...it's super dark. The kids were so complimenting today...made me feel good that actually noticed something....sometimes I don't think they wouldn't notice if an elephant was hanging out in the room because they are so into themselves.
One of my favorite websites that I read regularly called Mental Floss, posted an interesting topic to respond to today, "What would be your dream job?" Don't even think about your educational background or anything..if you just got to whatever you wanted for a living what would it be? I think I would like to be a travel photographer...there is so much beauty in this world, it would be great to capture it on film. Or ... now this sounds incredibly dorky, but I would love to be a librarian. Surrounded by all those books and knowledge...amazing. One of the answers I saw more than once was a paint color namer...thought that was interesting.
I love coming home from work and having absolutely nothing to do, it's quite possibly one of my most favorite things because it makes me feel like I have one of those normal jobs that people have where the clock strikes a certain time and they can just get up and leave it for the next day. Things I may consider doing tonight: 1. Sitting on my butt 2. Painting my toe nails. 3. Laundry 4. Watching Bravo until I can't keep my eyes open. 5. Job searching. In order to have a list like this to consider it usually means I ran my tail off around work trying to plan tomorrow's lesson, making copies, grading papers, and just generally acting like I have had 10 times as more sugar than my students.
Today was kind of scary though. One of my students who is new and has previously been homeschooled, threatened another student and said he had a gun at school. Honestly I am not surprised, but I truly don't know if this student knows what he said is wrong. He was adopted from Russia and has only been here for 5 years and being to new the whole school atmosphere I just don't think he "gets" it. Of course other students have picked up on this and they try everything to get him agitated. It's unfortunate but I was surprised that he wasn't suspended for longer, only 14 days, I thought for sure it might be crazy long, possibly even expulsion.
This week is starting out better than last. Chris did apologize for the way he acted this weekend which made me very happy. I was right and things had just piled up to where it was too much to handle. Hopefully he can start getting somethings figured out with his job...he has to interview for a new position on Thursday because they are eliminating his current one, which he is none to happy about. I just keep repeating to myself that "everything will work out in time." But oh I how I wish time went faster or I could see the future.
Well this week was probably one of the worst I have had in awhile, I was sick, had a crappy weekend, and oh did I mention I was sick? As my previous post alluded to I had some awful flu/bronchitis deal that is still keeping me down and not feeling the best. I had a sub Tuesday and half a day Thursday and I haven't graded any papers, my classroom looks like a war zone. I am particularly anal when it comes to leaving my classroom to go home for the night...I line up all the desks just right, pick up all the trash (because 8th graders have no idea that trash cans exist), erase the boards, and make sure my desk is cleared off so I can start the next day off fresh without any clutter. None of that happened last week. I am surprised you can still see the floor in my classroom, thank goodness for the night custodian who does sweep after I leave each day, otherwise I probably would have been ankle deep in paper. But I must move on and get back on track, it's a new week full of freshness.
But on a much more positive note, our friends Natalie and Joel got engaged yesterday! Her ring was gorgeous and he also proposed with a puppy! A cute little dachshund that she is calling Bernard for the moment. Lots of people are getting married this year and next and I suppose that is how it is going to be for awhile, I am just going to have to get used to it. Oh! even more good news, I got $1000 loan forgiveness which in the scheme of things isn't a ton of money but it is some! Oh and I had an interview with the Parkway School District....well it was just a screening but that is one step closer to finding a new job. Well I have got to get to planning, hopefully there is enough time in this day.
This week has not been a fun one so far. I have this awful flu thing and I feel like death. I tried to go to school today and I knew I just should have called off but I felt determined to go but as soon as I got there I thought there was no way I was going to make it through the day. It sucked to drive 40 miles to and from school for a 30 minute day. I thought sleeping all day would help me feel better but it didn't, I'm hot, I'm cold, I cough constantly...yuck. And to top it all off it was 70 freaking degrees today and I spent inside in the dark. Boo this day.
OH man, what a LONG week I feel that I have had. And it honestly hasn't been all to stressful, in fact I haven't even done school work when I've gotten home the past two nights (even though I have needed too, oops.) Nothing really eventful going on, just the usual frustrations with school and my ridiculous co-worker who shall remain unnamed. It is getting to the point where I can no longer be professional...the kids don't like her, her team and other teachers don't like her, and she is freakin' clueless! If I have to stay at my position at this school for another year I hope and pray that she leaves, I can't possibly see how she will be offered a contract anyways but you never know.
I'm kind of looking forward to the weekend, not much planned, maybe a night out with the girls in the Chuck and a surprise birthday party at Home nightclub at Ameristar. I can honestly say I am not even remotely excited for the b-day party, even though is supposedly free, I don't want to get dressed up, be in a club, and probably spend money I don't need to spend. Speaking of spending money I don't have, went to Target today after school, bought some new pillows and other staples. The pillows are fabulous, I didn't realize how horrible my current pillows that Chris call calls pancakes really were until I got these puppies on the bed...they are niiice. Should be a good slumber this weekend.
I really am pumped that the sun has started coming up earlier. I can now drive to work with a little bit of sun beginning to rise...it really does make a difference in my mood, a little bit brighter, which never hurts anything.